Which Is To Say by Breanna Reyes

Which Is To Say…
by Breanna Reyes

My father’s name is Jamie, it’s Hebrew for Supplanter which means to take over someone 
which means to over power 
which is to say 
Maybe he never had a chance 

My father’s father wasn’t actually his father Which means his last name 
Moseley 
wasn’t supposed to be his last name 
which is to say it shouldn’t have been mine either 

My father was Catholic 
or he claimed to be 
which means God forgave him for his sins which means he thinks he’s going to heaven which means I cannot meet him there 
which is to say he and I will reunite in hell because I refuse to believe God forgives 
all sins 
just because you say
“I’m sorry” 

My father is not a good man 
he is not a good Catholic 
he is not a good father 
which means I do not know much of him at all which means my father is an enigma wrapped in a death shroud 
propped up against a church pew 
which is to say I have not been to church in years

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Breanna Reyes is a 26 year old Indigenous author. She has been published in a number of journals and anthologies. Breanna is currently writing full time and settling into motherhood. She lives in sunny central California with her husband, daughter, and various little animals. When not writing she can be found in nature, hiking, camping, and exploring with her family. Instagram : @breeslittlebooksta_